Self Poisoning Energy Field or 2% Toxicity Malaise

There is a condition of energy fields that I call the '2% Toxicity Malaise'.

These energy fields have a blanket toxicity to them, and no matter how much the person tries, they retain that inner blanket. It feels like even though they are able to live life normally, face all their pain and 'release' the past, still there's some little bundle of poison somewhere deep inside that rises up every now and then to claim its due from the body and soul; sucking whatever new energy the person has managed to get in the interim.

Its like a creditor who charges really high interest. No matter how much you earn every month, how much extra you manage to get from some side business, he just keeps arriving month after month, taking his share, bringing you back to square one.

You slowly begin to lose interest in even trying to heal, or exercise, or earn, or feel hopeful about anything any more. Your body slips into a low simmer - just enough to stay alive, but not enough to make life worth the trouble.

Believe it or not, this energy field condition, is very common, and can be resolved rather easily. But before we go to the solution, a little more about the signs of the 2% Toxicity Malaise.

The most common signs of Energy Field 2% Toxicity Malaise are;

• The body functions well in general but there is one or a group of conditions that just won't respond in the long term to medicine of ANY type. You repeatedly find a little relief now and then, but the condition comes back after a few days and sometimes even worse. (Its even worse if you have to keep your recurring condition secret for some reason.)
  
  
• You are a positive person who has survived and changed your life with faith. But for every step you take in a positive direction, a little interest seems to collect up within. Every now and then, you swing in the opposite direction - into sheer unexplained physical weakness, feeling like someone punched you in the stomach and robbed you of your vital energy.
  
  
• You love with vigor and are open to people, but you end up withdrawing from people and situations which really absorb you, just before you 'surrender'. This means that even though you are a friendly sharing and caring person, you retain a certain loneliness within which keeps you alone, frustrated and at odds with yourself.
  
  
• You seem to eternally crave both people and privacy at the same time and aren't able to work this out in a way so you are happy and content with life.
  
  
• Wonderful beautiful sex or orgasm often leaves you feeling dissatisfied unexplainably depressed, weak and on low immunity after.

So what causes this Toxicity from within?

A habit I call 'Dry Rain'. Let me explain;

Every cell of our bodies expands when it recieves energy, and releases that energy right through. If for some reason, the whole of the energy doesn't get released, and the cell contracts at just the last moment, keeping about 2% energy back, that remaining energy becomes a toxin now, poison literally because it cannot be used for anything else.

For example, at the time of an orgasm, our entire energy field is surged with energy that moves right through the body till our skin cells even - hence the glow after sex. Now imagine if as little as 2% of this strong vibrant energy is constricted in the center instead of going through the body. This energy becomes a toxin and the cells which contain it cannot work to their full potential anymore.

When it becomes a habit, the whole body develops 'toxins' in pockets here and there effectually bringing weakness and illness back again and again.

Emotionally, this 'dry rain' habit shows in us experiencing things without fully letting ourselves experience it. Its like eating something really yummy, but tightening our tummy at the same time, so the pleasure from the taste stays in the tongue and doesn't take over the whole energy field.

Now imagine this happening again and again for days and weeks and months. If we go a week or two having life experiences (whether they are happy ones or not) but retain 2% (only an example number) of the energy released each time, this toxic energy literally collects up and disperses into the body in intervals causing particular physical and emotional conditions again and again.

The strange irony of this is that even positive healing experiences can add to your toxic energy collection deep within, if you're in the habit of keeping the 2% back.

clash_consciousness.jpg So why does this retaining of energy happen in the first place?

There are many reasons, the most common ones are;

1) Repeated childhood abuse (especially from parents and care givers) that made us stop really believing that we are lovable just the way we are.
We don't let ourselves experience life fully because we are afraid of giving ourselves and then being hurt. This shows up in every day energy habit and accumulates into serious low-energy low-immunity conditions.

2) The consciousness of being in the wrong place, in the wrong life, living the wrong lifestyle.
We are capable of believing one thing in our minds and holding a completely different consciousness at the same time in the rest of us.
We are all as a race at the crossroads of how we should live our lives and sometimes the traditions we inherited from our parents still clash within us with our more individualistic ideals.
Its time to be very sure of every foot step and find our own path rather than follow any one life-method.

3) The consciousness of futility.
When you put your life savings into something and it fails to bring returns, you think a million times before fully investing in anything ever again. When this happens a lot to you, and you aren't able to find out where exactly your logic was wrong, you begin to think everything is futile. You begin to hold back from everything including your vital energy.

Inspiring words could irritate you if you have this consciousness, so all I'll say is: even Albert Einstein said all his knowledge was like pebbles on the sea shore compared to the ocean beyond. There's more to life than you or I have ever seen. Perhaps everything is not so futile as it might have seemed so far? What if it wasn't?

How do we get out of Energy Field Toxicity Malaise?

Its very simple; let yourself go and experience every little thing without holding back. Let situations and people and things rage through you: 100% in 100% out.

Atleast once every hours get yourself somewhere private and eat something, or close your eyes and think of someone or something or some place you love and let the feelings rising through you course right through without restriction.

Learning to breathe deep, filling the lungs fully and then breathing out fully also rehabilitates the energy field slowly.

Its simply a matter of letting go from the center and the world is full of enjoyable options with which to learn this. All forms of martial art, dance, yoga and so on eventually teach our bodies to receive and expend energy uniformly.

We need to face the fears that stop us from expanding fully and just brave them out one moment at a time.



Information you might find useful;
Emotional Healing through Awareness

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